It's been my second week living in a new place, so far so good. Everywhere is near, reached by walking distance.

Hope this new place brings a good luck.

Keep the memories with you, Pedurenan 59. Thank you for having me in your wonderful 3,5 years. Let me continue the journey :-)

Jadi ya, hidup itu seperti dengerin radio, kita nggak tau lagu apa yang akan diputar selanjutnya. Walau kadang-kadang bisa request sih. Hehehe.

Waktu lewat meja Mbak Shinta tadi, dia bilang "minta sehat dan kuat aja".

Hati aku jadi hangat. Dan mata aku juga jadi hangat.

What would you say when the big family asking : "Jadi kapan undangannya? Udah punya calon kan?"

Should we answer like this?

"Iya, kapan ya?
- Lah kok balik nanya?

" Belum ada nih"
- Menerima "ah masa sih" look

"Belum punya pacar"
- Menerima pandangan kasian seakan berkata "ih kasian banget deh lo udah tua ga laku-laku"

"The love of my life leaving me and marry someone else"
- Menerima pelukan dengan respons "kasian banget sih elo segitu gak laku-nya?"

Then better give them silent treatment, silent is really gold indeed.

Family meeting, always has two faces: happy and pressure at the same time :-)

Another 5 days birthday getaway to Bali, with bestie as always. These days on this trip brings me to the real end of the closure by released things that not happen to be mine. Free the heart that longing for so long.

So little to remember, so much to forget. I must somehow carry on.

Done reminiscing and I am leaving Bali, for a place called Home.

Where is the Home, once again?

I am die a little when someone mention your name.

And I am totaly dying inside when someone about to tell me your story.

I promise you, you'll be sorry one day. You will.

#np

I am officialy 34. A year went by, many things happen along the way, in a good and bad ways. I am dealing both ways.

2 days ahead to birthday runaway with Wita, as always. She choose Bali, I am not choose anywhere. I have no expectation about the places this year, anywhere...like real anywhere.

Might be good Bali is the chosen destination by Wita. We've done many birthday getaway there, could be good for reminiscing. In the other hand, it might be the best closure about that big down times.

Things end when it's end. Thing will rise when it's start.

Be kind 34, I have no more space to expect anything but the good fate :-)

Apa sih bedanya antara capek dengan capek? Nggak ada ya? OK, let's done the undone things. Lets.

Selamat menunaikan ibadah haji, Ibu & Bapak. Semoga mabrur. Doain aku yaaaaaa. Lebaran Idul Adha ini aku sendirian dong :'(

What should I write? Many in my head, nothing easily said.